Semantics-of our relating to meaning

Sitting in the lobby

2006-07-24T11:10:07Z

I'm gonna call her before breakfast... and many other times during the day, everyday...

I'll be home soon...

happenings

2006-06-11T04:23:00Z

working 2 jobs is a hassle, i never seem to have enough money to suite my wants and needs...
i dont need a whole lot right now
its a shame that i finaly got all my shit together so late in my teenage years, but i know that everything came together when it was ment to...
i never beleived in fate but i'm slowly changing my mind...

i'm in a good place even when things get low.

i'm thankfull to have her and i hope she is thankfull to have me, even when things dont look so good, i know that they will be

weekend out

2005-12-01T03:13:18Z

I'm leaving for an extended weekend out of state tomorrow. I havent blogged in a long time cause i've had far to many better things to do. I hate to leave, there are so many wonderful people i would rather spend my time with. I feel selfish saying that, i havent seen my family out west in awhile. With my grandpas health issues this could be one of the last times so its rather important that i go.

Take care everyone.

as for me it will be a nice time to think and dwell on god knows what

update

2005-11-13T18:39:19Z

i just got back from camping, play today. play tomorrow and the rest of the week...

i know there are things and people that i would rather spend my time on.

2nd time

2005-11-03T01:24:44Z

I learned today that my grandfathers girlfriend has lung cancer.

My grandmother died of lung cancer about 11 years ago, they were divorced but this must be incredibly hard for them. She is supposed to make a great recovery, she goes into surgery tomorrow. I wish I hadent found out about this tonight...

I still have to type a fucking 22 page paper

sad_semantics @ 2005-10-29T07:45:00

2005-10-29T11:44:16Z

i know that every once in awhile people hit bumby spots in the road, it happens. i know when you care for somebody you just keep moving. i wouldnt leave her for the world...

sad_semantics @ 2005-10-22T19:05:00

2005-10-22T23:05:20Z

for 1/64 of my life i have been spectacular, thanks babe!

yo yo

2005-10-19T14:34:52Z

sad_semantics @ 2005-09-25T09:33:00

2005-09-25T13:31:19Z

everything is good now...

yo yo

2005-09-14T20:58:13Z

well i dont update this thang to much anymore, no time i suppose.

Anyways life is nice now, its slowed down so i can apreciate the people that i know. I havent seen the boys much but plans are being made to make up for that. I'm still busy as fuck though with cross country band and a job that i am leaving soon. At least i have my "steady" for when i am worked up about all this, shes basicly sweet in all aspects.

thats all i gots for now...

midnight ride

2005-08-28T14:33:01Z

i rode my bike around grandview last night, it was empty and nice. my parents flipped, i'm suprised they didnt catch me all those other times, i'm busy so grounding isnt bad at all.

check this

2005-08-16T22:54:31Z

i have realized that summer is over. plain and simple...

i'm not pained by the overall fact that it is over though, cause i had a wonderful summer.

i secured a job and a sweet bike, survived a crash on the sweet bike and opened up my worl into a new world of thought (cars are coffins bitches)

i met a wonderful girl, people overuse that phrase alot but i can see why, it is the most simple way to explain the whole courting process, growing closer to this person and falling for them. its kinda cute really.

thats my summer recap, and for evan darst and my boys "SCOTLAND!!!!!"

new stuff

2005-08-10T14:10:03Z

i dont write in this thing often, i have a real journal for that. school has started with cross country at 8 in the morning and marching band for three hours, it makes my normal summer activities very tough. i can safely say i'm extremely happy. there are multiple reasons i suppose. katies parents are cool with me so that is a load off my back. allthough it didnt really matter at all in the first place it still is a good thing. i painted a picture for her, not really painted but it has some paint on it?! whatever i have a life so i have better things to do besides writing.

sad_semantics @ 2005-07-26T12:35:00

2005-07-26T16:37:23Z

band camp has been humid and sunny, but we found our outkast cd so all is well. I hope the home front is well, cant wait to get back to everything... katie we need pizza, and hugs, i'm very lame

work

2005-07-20T03:22:13Z

i hate work ever so much, they kept me there for an extra hour or so tongiht. thank god i had someone to back me up when i got off. thats about it, i just spilled water in my lap, i'm going to bed now

summers end

2005-07-18T20:44:43Z

well school has begun for me. sitting in a room with 130 people is not to fun. jack and the rest of my band section friends make the ordeal. a week of pure marching band will however be alright. the only fun things wont be legal hahahahahaha.

in general though things have been sweet. i can always contact that special someone via myspace, which is lame but you kow what darling so am i :p

willy wonka and pizza + her = good ( with a title like this you dont have to read the entry!)

2005-07-16T14:40:03Z

saw willy wonka last night. now go see this movie it is fun. its not like a cenimatic masterpiece but it is enjoyable.

i saw it with jack katie jenna and laura. it was most enjoyable. there was this girl sitting next to me and that made the movie just so much more enjoyable ;)

the pizza was great to... in fact i'm eating some right now!!!

i stole this for my amusment

2005-07-12T02:46:38Z

+Call me: Colonal Sexington
+Age: 16
+Height: 5'10"
+Hair Color: Blond and Brown
+Eye Color: very brown
+Location: gview
+Fear(s): being bandless

SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER??

+Peed in your pants? maybe a few times...
+Cheated on someone? nope
+Fallen off the bed? yes
+Fallen for a relative? nadda
+Had plastic surgery? never
+Failed a grade? nope
+Broke someone's heart? i dont think so
+Had your heart broken? nope, if you thought i did i was just being a baby
+Had a dream come true? not yet

+Had Sex? haha are you kidding, nope
+Done something you regret? never
+Cheated on a test? if you mean looked at someones paper, yes
+Broken a body part? nope, i'm not that exiting

SECTION 3// CURRENTLY

+Wearing: pants (tight) and a shirt i wore in 2nd grade
+Eating: nothing
+Feeling: tires
+Reading: nothing
+Located: dining room
+Chatting with: katie and emily a
+Watching: my comp
+Craving: jamming
+Should really: sleeping i gotta get up a 7

SECTION 4//DO YOU...

+Brush your teeth? yes
+Like anyone? hmmmmmmmm, its grandview so i'm shure everyone and their mother knows
+Have any piercings? nope
+Drive? someday...
+Believe in Santa Claus? wtf?
+Ever get off the damn computer? yes, when it crashes

SECTION 5// FRIENDS

+Who is your best? jack spencer evan ben jason
+Who is the loudest? ben
+Who is the shyest? the emo one (haha jk)
+Who is the hottest? jack
+Who laughs the most? me (at ben)
+Who have you known the longest? spencer
+Do you only hang out with a certain type? nah, i'm all over the board
+Do you belong to a group? nope
+Do you hang out with the opposite sex? from time to time
+Do you consider yourself popular? by way of hatred, yes
+Do you trust your friends? to much sometimes
+Are you a good friend? i suppose

SECTION 6// LAST PERSON YOU...

+Hugged: katie
+IMed: katie
+Texted: Noah.
+Talked to on the phone: ben
+Yelled at:jack, he was drumming to loud

SECTION 7// PERSONAL

+What to do you want to be when you grow up? crack whore
+What was the worst day of your life? it was the spring of last year
+What is your most embarrassing story? i havent been caught dancing to music yet, but when i do i'll have something to tell
+What has been the best day of your life? i dunno, this summer has been sweet
+What comes first in your life? friends, school, other things, than family
+Do you have a boy(girl)friend/crush? Katie ; )
+What are you most scared of? being bandless
+What do u usually think of before you go to bed? when do i have to get up

SECTION 8// FAVORITE...

+Movie: star wars
+Song: CANT COMPUTE
+Group:
+Store: GUITAR SHOPPES
+Relative: mt uncle dennis
+Sport: cross country
+Vacation spot: idk
+Ice cream flavor: mint
+Fruit:blue berries
+Candy: gobbstoppers
+Car: caddilac or those gangster cars from the 30's and 40's
+Magazine: guitar world
+Day of the week: friday
+Color: green
+Name for a girl:sarah
+Name for a boy:osirus

SECTION 9// DO YOU...

+Like to give hugs? yes
+Like to walk in the rain? if its thundering and lightning
+Sleep with or without clothes on? why do you care
+Prefer black or blue pens? black.
+Dress up for halloween? to lazy
+Have a job? krogers
+Like to travel? alone yes
+Sleep on your side, side
+Think your attractive? according to the band camp hot list i'm #10 buts that not to credible
+Want to marry? to early to decide
+Have a goldfish?nope
+Ever had the falling dream? once or twice
+Have stuffed animals? gave them to my sisters
+Go on vacation? went to the beach, didnt care for it

SECTION 10//WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD...

+Abortion:coathanger
+Bill Clinton: cigars
+South Park: haha
+Summer: warm
+Tattoos: i'm gonna get thrown out of my house when i get one
+Piercing:gauges maybe?
+Drinking: holding on to the ground for dear life hoping i wont fall of the face of the earth, o yea its bad for you

sad_semantics @ 2005-07-11T08:39:00

2005-07-11T12:42:01Z

so i finaly got around to buying untitled by sigur ros. I must say it was cool, it only took me like 2 or 3 fucking years to get around to it. It was worth the wait.

tim burtons remake of charlie and the chocolate factory is this week. It should be good. Katie dont expect any crying from me to get your attention (hahaha)

...

2005-07-10T13:52:57Z

kick ass :-D

Everyone seems to be doing one of these and since I'm basicly a tool I'll do one myself!!!

2005-07-08T13:07:16Z

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU

10* I'm a duel citizen (usa and canada!)

9* I play guitar, loudly

8* I have a job I dislike

7* I listen to old school rap

6* I lack a sense of identity

5* I make outrageous claims often

4* My friends are #1 in my life

3* i hate anti flag (sorry everyone I just do)

2* I'm not a huge fan of concerts

1* I wear pants that are far to tight for ANYONE

NINE PLACES I'VE BEEN

9* Philmont, New Mexico

8* Quebec City, Canada

7* Montreal, Canada

6* Hilton Head, South Carolina

5* Savanah, Georgia

4* Chicago, Illinois

3* Toronto, Canada

2* Cleveland, Ohio

1* The Anerondacs, Upstate New York (its fucking beautiful)

EIGHT THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

8* skinny dip in the ocean during a storm, again

7* Visit Europe

6* Get 1,000 friends on myspace (kidding)

4* Go on tour being merch guy with a sweet band (i know the blood brothers want me)

3* Get some absinth in amsterdamn with on of my friends

2* Live a long happy life, any way I can

1* spoil my grandkids

SEVEN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART

7* Dont be a bitch, i figure its very simple

6* give me my space

5* accept my loserish qualitys, i have many

4* listen to good music

3* i like overly cute things, flowers, notes, flowers with notes on them...

2* Someone that I can talk to, not about my problems but just about anything

1* someone like _________

SIX THINGS I WANT FOR THE HOLIDAYS

1* new bike (lamond anyone?)

2* Some effects by electro harmonix, they are the best

3* new guitar (gibson sg in white or fender jazzmaster in white)

4* Some lenses for my 35mm

5* a car

6* a computer with recording gear built in, ibook with garage band to be exact

FIVE THINGS I'M AFRAID OF

5* being bandless

4* my ex girlfriends

3* people finding out i listen to brand new (oops)

2* my guitar breaking (again)

1* Me becoming the black sheep of the family, that will be cemented when i go to art school haha

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE ITEMS IN MY BEDROOM

4* my bed

3* all my art supplies

2* My diary, not this one but a real one that you write in

1* My Joebot and joebot beta from Joe Coleman

THREE THINGS I DO EVERYDAY (IN ORDER)

3* run alot

2* work

1* staufs

TWO THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO RIGHT NOW

2* sing Sugar We're Going Down by Fall Out Boy

1* Run over to Jacks to play his drums

ONE PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW

1* she'll be at staufs tonight ;')

sad_semantics @ 2005-07-07T10:02:00

2005-07-07T13:57:17Z

Most of the guys are working this summer so I have alot of down time. Its very refreshing sometimes. Band practices are hard to come by and that really sucks but we will learn to work around thing. Somethings will change and I'm shure of it, something that will be motherfucking sweet.

I'm a hopefull

so yea

2005-07-06T12:41:37Z

Basicly I'm tired right now cause of cross country practice. It is tiring and painful. Staying out kinda late, while being active the whole time, takes a toll on you the next day but whatever, it was worth it. I can finaly say i have been to the Dube. (thanks katie and jenna!)

I have to work today so that kinda sucks. I'll probably end up at jasons or staufs afterwards. so yea

thats about it

summersummersummersummersummersummersummersummer

2005-07-04T15:06:00Z

So I havent truely showered in about 3 or 4 days guys. I cant really tell so I'm assuming noone else did.

There isnt ac in my house at the moment, so a nice breeze is flowing through at the moment.

I have a strong beleif that this summer will be a very good one. Everyone has a job now which restricts when we can all gather, but when we do we have money. Or is it the fact that horrible things jsut dont phase us anymore????

it isnt really either one...

But whatever the hell it is I'm not complaining.

sad_semantics @ 2005-07-01T06:33:00

2005-07-01T13:35:28Z

The weather is really awesome this week. Riding a bike home in the middle of a thunderstorm is one of the most insane stunts a person can do, the thing is made of metal for those who arent informed.

listen to Tom Waits children, seriously listen to him.

I'm putting in 11 at work in the next 2 days, if anybody wants to listen to me bitch about stupid people at krogers I'll be at staufs around 10